You Can't Wake, I Can't Sleep

Met Summer and her ex-boyfriend, Pasquale, for dinner at Red Bamboo.
They had no cake :(
Went to see "down in the valley" and evan rachel was stunning!! soooooooo beautiful!!
And the first half of the movie was like a beautiful dreamy love story with ecstacy and Mazzy Star and pseudo-deep conversations and hot sex and ocean kissing.
(also, I never noticed it before but Evan Rachel is really flatchested??)
Then it all turned into a completely different, bad movie.
And I kept thinking it was over but it just kept going and they weren't showing Evan and I was like fuck this!
On the way home, the cabdriver kept trying to talk to me and it was annoying.
Summer looked so, so pretty and had on the cutest outfit and awesome makeup! Pasquale was nice/funny.
I can't wait til I get on the thyroid medication and all this weight is supposed to come off. I just feel totally fat and repulsive and picking out clothes is like ughhh they all look crappy and I feel so selfconscious and it's just ERGH!
I'm going to have to find new and less attractive friends to stand next to! (kidding...)

ALSO: It really freaks me out that all the Culkin brothers have the exact same face!