You Can't Wake, I Can't Sleep

I made a Kate/Claire mix, but it's only five songs so I'm gonna add more before I post it.
And I started like a little post-island "Aaron has two mommies" fic in my head, but I can't seem to actually write it. Boo!

Oh right. The meme!! I missed a day, so Days 25 and 26.

Favorite Lost Actor and Favorite Lost Actress. Well, I'm sure you can guess!

But ooo I found a pic that covers both in a very appealing way, so here -



Josh Holloway and Evangeline Lilly <3!

I was Team Smokey. Kate, Sawyer and Claire!!! Obvi.
Also...just... soooo much more interesting.
"Sundown" is one of my top 2 fave episodes.



Sooo deliciously haunting!!!

Also, how hot/badass was Kate taking that gun off the dead guy like nothing doing? And the fact she was following Claire, sticking with her.

Also, moment of truth: I found feral!Claire really ridiculously hot. The crazy, the tangled hair, the dirtiness, the creepy singing... skdfjdklsjfds! It's not just you, Miles :p

And Kate was really beautiful in that episode too. I mean, always, but especially so. What is it about dirty girls with guns and/or crazy? lolz.

Favorite LOST theory:

That Jack dreamed the entire show while he was lying delirious in the jungle dying and all the characters were just people he had seen on the plane who his mind created back stories and even names for and everything. Which would make sense in a way because a lot of their issues did mirror his own - issues with parents and the struggle for control within chaos and then that would be how he got to fulfill his own deepest longing with needing to fix everything and save everyone by being Island Keeper. This would explain why there were so many things that felt like plot holes and unanswered questions. Also, I like the idea that each character maybe represented a different part of Jack's psyche. Kate killed her abusive dad, maybe part of Jack wished he had...Charlie was addicted to heroin, Jack was addicted to pain pills in the flash forward so perhaps he had been before...Hurley and Libby were in the psych ward, Jack exhibited a tenuous grasp on reality when he became obsessed with his ex wife and thought she was sleeping with his dad. Etc. Etc. It would also explain why so many names were so symbolic.

I know it's a huge cliche, but (as ex-psychology major) I love the idea of the unconscious and how different issues are played out there and what different people might represent etc. etc. Like in those episodes of Buffy and Charmed, where reality became kind of a question, and ultimately Buffy chose to stay in Sunnydale reality but it was still left open-ended as to whether that actually was reality.

Anyway, I don't actually believe this theory at all, or that it's what the writers intended and it would have pissed off everybody if that had been the ending, but then I feel like the way they ended it, intentional or not, did leave that potentially open to interpretation, and it's just something fun to think about. The plane going overhead could have been just another plane, as the Oceanic could have crashed on some not so desolate island in the middle of nowhere, just an island.

So, I guess that would be...my theory (I mean some of the specific details, at least)? My theory that I don't believe in lol

Then again, the people who did hate the finale...would that have been better or worse??

Character in Lost Who Is Most Like You:



more in negative ways than positive ones really, but idgaf cuz she's awesome.

1. Favorite Quotage -

"It's because I hated that you were a part of me... that I would never be good. That I would never have anything good." - Kate

and

"I've been with a lot of girls -some of them worth the trouble, some not. Every now and again, there's one. One you name dumb stars with." - Sawyer

(I just quoted this to a bunch of non-Losties last night and it was entirely relevant!!)

Pick a fandom, yo!

[1] Pick a fandom you know I know about, and I’ll tell you:

1. The character most likely to fall in love with the wrong person
2. The character whom I'm embarrassed to admit I adore
3. The character that would send me screaming in the opposite direction in real life, despite being fascinating in fiction
4. The character with the most annoying personality quirks
5. The character I most admire and why
6. The character with the worst temper
7. The character most likely to fail at everything
8. The pairings I prefer in canon
9. The pairings I prefer in fanon
10. The character with the most personal growth in canon

[2] Pick a fandom you know I know about, and I'll tell you:

01. The first character I fell in love with
02. The character I never expected to love as much as I do now
03. The character everyone else loves that I don't
04. The character I love that everyone else hates
05. The character I used to love but don't any longer
06. The character I would shag anytime
07. The character I'd want to be like
08. The character I'd slap
09. A pairing that I love
10. A pairing that I hate

What does next year have in store for me?
How Long - Allison Crowe (?)

What's my love life like?
The Killing Moon - Nouvelle Vague (so, not great)

What do I say when life gets hard?
True Affection - Blow ("i'm so affection starved"...close)

What do I think when I get up in the morning?
Just Hold Me - Maria Mena (awww)

What song will I dance to at my wedding?
Of All The Things You've Done Wrong - Neverending White Lights (um, awesome)

What do you want as a career?
Hard Hearted (Ode To Thoreau) - Amy Millan (well if i were more hard hearted and less weak willed i might actually have a career)

Your favourite saying?
Mean To Me - Tonic (like "stop being mean to me dammit!")

Your pet's name?
Here's Where The Story Ends - the Sundays (depressing. fuck off.)

Favourite place?
Angels & Saints - Neverending White Lights (i do enjoy churches)

Describe your sexlife:
In State - Kathleen Edwards (in which state?)

What do you think of your parents?
I Wish It Was Over - Teddy Thompson (that's awful)

What's your Pornstar name?
Come Home Soon My Love - Rachel Griffin (that's a lame porno name, even if it does have *come* in it)

Where would you go on a first date?
The Grace - Neverending White Lights (Grace Cathedral?)

Drug of choice?
The Dress - Blonde Redhead (shopping?)

Describe yourself:
Ending of a Story - Neverending White Lights (more depressing. goody.)

What is the thing I like doing most?
Ikea - Jonathan Coulton (furniture shopping? nooo)

What song best describes my school principal?
Jolene - The White Stripes (that was not her name)

What is my state of mind like at the moment?
A Littlepiece - Neverending White Lights (no but i could use a little *peace*...)

How will I die?
First of May - Jonathan Coulton (how not when, fuckers)

wow, that totally sucked.