And I am truly sorry

[iphigenia]

for the people who can only feel better about themselves by putting down others.

it has been pointed out to me recently that i do this myself without realizing it and i am definitely working on it.

most of all i am just scared of apathy.

there is a difference between those who don't realize the harm of their words and those who do understand but don't give a shit because they think all of humanity is so beneath them, that because someone is sensitive or depressive or "messed up", their feelings and existence count for nothing.

i have weaknesses. we all have weaknesses. at least i can acknowledge mine.

and that gives me strength.

i don't know of a person who doesn't feed off of outside affirmation, quite honestly.

sometimes people need reassurance when they're down.

i'm not ashamed of that.

and i'm not going to kill myself over your entry either. I'm sorry if that disappoints you.

Comments

[frasia.livejournal.com]

you deleted the first comment you got!

i find this funny.

[bethanychaulke.livejournal.com]

i deleted it because i rewrote the entry and it no longer made sense with the new entry.

i was writing i wanted to kill all insensitive people and he pointed out that anger wasn't the answer and i calmed down and rewrote it in an effort to not add more ugliness to an ugly world.

i know my anger never fixes anything.

[thegameny2002.livejournal.com]

u damn right girl! good for you
this puts you above of all the others that can't realize this

hugs to you

[new-birth.livejournal.com]

Thumbs up to you B....and I read that entry and I'm sorry I know that had to hurt.

You are beautiful inside and out...I hope that you realize this.