this is the chain that never ends!

my friend makes a post including a comment she left in someone else's journal. in response i leave this comment. and then post it in my own journal. so if one of you responds to this and then decides your response is worth posting in your own journal, we could go round and round forever.


how strange we are given all these years to experience life but they all must be colored by our own personal vision and they all must be spent saddled with ourselves?

sometimes i wish i had multiple personality disorder or something just so i could have a break from me and see the world through the eyes of someone else.

achingly beautiful, everso.

So be it, I'm your crowbar
If thats what I am so far
Until you get out of this mess
And I will pretend
That I dont know of your sins
Until you are ready to confess
But all the time, all the time
I'll know, I'll know
And you can use my skin
To bury your secrets in
And I will settle you down
And at my own suggestion,
I will ask no questions
While I do my thing in the background
But all the time, all the time
i'll know, I'll know
Baby-I can't help you out, while she's still around
So for the time being, I'm being patient
And amidst this bitterness
If you'll consider this-even if it dont make sense
All the time-give it time
And when the crowd becomes your burden
And you've early closed your curtains,
I'll wait by the backstage door
While you try to find the lines to speak your mind
And pry it open, hoping for an encore
And if it gets too late, for me to wait
For you to find you love me, and tell me so
It's ok, dont need to say it - Fiona Apple, "I Know"

hrm. that's kindof seth/ryan shippy..."while she's still around" and all. just not sure whose point of view.

being sick makes everything surreal. i feel like i'm hopped up on drugs or something. fun times.

slow like honey heavy with mood,

jenna

edit: ooo...you know what else this song reminds me of? in "Velvet Goldmine", the girls playing with the two male rockstar dolls and one is like "I..." and the other one is like "It's okay. You don't have to say it. I know." or something.....that scene makes me so tearyeyed!