if you were trying to hurt me...

if you were trying to
turn words into swords
and slice me deep
you have succeeded
beyond your wildest imaginings

and if you meant to lose a friend
who was there for you when you needed one
you succeeded there as well

did i not listen to your problems?
did i not try to help you when you were sad?

i don't think you see things as they really are or were.

but i suppose that doesn't matter now.

i care about you and i want you to be happy and if cutting me out of your life is the only way to do that, i understand.

i'm sorry i hurt you through my carelessness and i can't say that enough.

but i feel some of the things you've said were very unfair.

good luck with your pursuit of happiness, i hope you find it.

i will miss you.

farewell, my friend.