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I want a relationship with a future.
I want wedding bells ringing faintly off in the not too far but not too close distance.
I don't want to build something else that's just gonna inevitably self-destruct because of distance or some other factor.
I'm just tired of wasting time on things that aren't gonna work and saying it was a beautiful learning experience.
Tired of hiding behind things I know won't work out, so I don't have to ever face something that might.
I want wedding bells ringing faintly off in the not too far but not too close distance.
I don't want to build something else that's just gonna inevitably self-destruct because of distance or some other factor.
I'm just tired of wasting time on things that aren't gonna work and saying it was a beautiful learning experience.
Tired of hiding behind things I know won't work out, so I don't have to ever face something that might.
