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( Feb. 14th, 2008 06:02 pm)
Glass splinters of shattered selves once cast off are scraping from within. You look to the cloudy mirror for salvation and you are dark hair swirling against creamy skin. You let your bangs fall in your eyes and for a moment you are her. The glass is cool when you press your lips to it, absorbing your fever heat.

You can only come when it's her flesh beneath your fingers, her voice crying out in your ears. Your one and only fantasy is of being her and touching her all at once. She said you were pretty. Don't forget that.

She is everything you could never be and everything that matters. You will do anything so long as she keeps you around. Even if it kills you a little knowing that ungrateful bitch, the "actress", is everywhere you should be. But no one is a better actress than you, all sweet smiles and shy glances away. You know in the end she will see your worth, she will see that you fit together perfectly. She couldn't have done it without you. Until then, this will have to do - making love to a cloudy mirror, believing if only the glass were to shatter, she'd be warm and waiting underneath. You could touch her - touch her for real.
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( Feb. 1st, 2008 04:19 pm)
As Jenny talked, Shane found herself studying her lips. The shade of red she had chosen was too harsh against the pallor of her skin. It made her mouth look raw, like a wound. Of course, Jenny often preferred the brazen approach when it came to fashion. And pretty much everything. It was part of what Shane loved about her. She'd definitely never met anyone quite like Jenny before.

Despite the questionable lipstick, the shape of her lips was pleasing and, if they hadn't been attached to one of her best friends, might very well be enticing.

The other night Shane had found herself well..."checking out" Jenny as she was getting dressed for a party. Jenny had totally noticed and they had both laughed about it, chalking it up to her newfound abstinence and consequential horniness.

Still, one really hot threesome later (oops), the image of Jenny's half-naked body silhouetted against the closet door was still etched pretty well in her mind and liked to pop up unexpectedly. It was ridiculous really. They were room mates. And Jenny was definitely not the modest type. She'd seen her naked on more occasions than she could count not even including her brief stripping stint.

But it was a weird moment. Jenny'd seemed almost flirtatious grabbing her own boob jokingly, putting on a little show for her apparent audience. But she was just being Jenny. Whatever weird energy she'd felt pass between them was all in her head - where it would stay. Their friendship was too valuable to her to risk for a fuck. There were lots of girls to fuck. Girls who weren't Jenny. But still, the way she had smiled that night stirred something in Shane she couldn't quite identify. It made her feel awkward and nervous and excited all at once. Like a teenager just experiencing their first kiss. What she imagined that might be like anyway had she been a normal teenager. It made her feel...young. And she couldn't recall ever feeling young before. She wanted to hold onto that feeling. But she would never, ever act on it.
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