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Friends only. Try your luck.
This journal is friends only.
If you wish to be added, you may leave a comment and I will consider adding you.
However, I'm trying to keep this to a small, close community of people I know and trust.
I used to be moreso into pouring my heart out to total strangers.
My heart has decided that's no longer what it desires. So I am putting a barbwire fence up around it.
If we seem to have stuff in common or you're a friend of a trusted friend and I get a good vibe from you, it's highly likely I shall add you, though.
Ooh. Like, lucky you.
Note: If I've already added you, it's because we were friends in my past...er....incarnation. If you add me back, it will all become clear..hehe... =)
If you wish to be added, you may leave a comment and I will consider adding you.
However, I'm trying to keep this to a small, close community of people I know and trust.
I used to be moreso into pouring my heart out to total strangers.
My heart has decided that's no longer what it desires. So I am putting a barbwire fence up around it.
If we seem to have stuff in common or you're a friend of a trusted friend and I get a good vibe from you, it's highly likely I shall add you, though.
Ooh. Like, lucky you.
Note: If I've already added you, it's because we were friends in my past...er....incarnation. If you add me back, it will all become clear..hehe... =)
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I love them both very much equally.
I love them both very much equally.
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Hooker: Think yourself smart. I wish it was me. Take for your head and be who you wanna be.
Alice: But how can I be who I wanna be when I am who I am?
Caterpillar: When memories come back, some you keep and some you trash in the can.
Hooker: You've been dealt the cards, just rearrange the deal.
Alice: But how can I be who I wanna be when I am who I am?
Caterpillar: When memories come back, some you keep and some you trash in the can.
Hooker: You've been dealt the cards, just rearrange the deal.
Alison: You're so interesting, Wes. It's like time doesn't matter to you.
Wes: Are you kidding me? Things go by so fast…I don't get it.
Alison: Yeah, but it doesn't freak you out. You're so patient, so calm. I don't know. I mean sometimes you're really quiet and you get this look on your face like time doesn't exist. That's how you make me feel, like I have all the time in the world because time doesn't exist. It's nice. Thank you.
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Alison: I don't like change, it's very disorienting. I mean something changes in your life andyou have adapt which means you have to change but what if i like who i am and don't want to change? Sometimes I cant even tell if I'm moving forward or I'm like frozen. It makes me feel like I'm not in control of my life…it's kinda scary don't you think?
Wes: It's not that bad…being scared doesn't mean you're in a bad situation, it just means new things are coming your way. It depends on how you see your future i guess.
Alison: What do you mean?
Wes: Do you see it as this thing far, far away full of ideals and wonderful impossible things or do you see it as the next hour, the next moment?
Alison: Does it really matter?
Wes: I think so. One definitely feels better than the other.
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that awkwardly narcissistic moment when you're watching a film and are fairly convinced someone's based a character off you.
Wes: Are you kidding me? Things go by so fast…I don't get it.
Alison: Yeah, but it doesn't freak you out. You're so patient, so calm. I don't know. I mean sometimes you're really quiet and you get this look on your face like time doesn't exist. That's how you make me feel, like I have all the time in the world because time doesn't exist. It's nice. Thank you.
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Alison: I don't like change, it's very disorienting. I mean something changes in your life andyou have adapt which means you have to change but what if i like who i am and don't want to change? Sometimes I cant even tell if I'm moving forward or I'm like frozen. It makes me feel like I'm not in control of my life…it's kinda scary don't you think?
Wes: It's not that bad…being scared doesn't mean you're in a bad situation, it just means new things are coming your way. It depends on how you see your future i guess.
Alison: What do you mean?
Wes: Do you see it as this thing far, far away full of ideals and wonderful impossible things or do you see it as the next hour, the next moment?
Alison: Does it really matter?
Wes: I think so. One definitely feels better than the other.
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that awkwardly narcissistic moment when you're watching a film and are fairly convinced someone's based a character off you.
The sorting hat says that I belong in Hufflepuff!
Said Hufflepuff, "I'll teach the lot, and treat them just the same."
Hufflepuff students are friendly, fair-minded, modest, and hard-working. A well-known member was Cedric Diggory, who represented Hogwarts in the most recent Triwizard Tournament.
Take the most scientific Harry Potter
Quiz ever created.
However, my scores for other houses:
Slytherin: 71! lol
Ravenclaw: 62
Gryffindor: 43
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probably.
probably.
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| Career Inventory Test Results
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Personality Test by SimilarMinds.com
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Your rainbow is strongly shaded violet.
What is says about you: You are a creative person. You appreciate beauty and craftsmanship. You are patient and will keep trying to understand something until you've mastered it.
Find the colors of your rainbow at spacefem.com.
What is says about you: You are a creative person. You appreciate beauty and craftsmanship. You are patient and will keep trying to understand something until you've mastered it.
Find the colors of your rainbow at spacefem.com.
Last night I dreamed an entire "Glee" episode and it was this about everyone was having an "off" day and where everything felt wrong and everything was going wrong and they were all doubting themselves about various things and they were each singing original songs about it which i woke up with some of them in my head (pieces of the songs and the scenes etc.)
Brittany was singing to a stuffed bear in her room and then she hugged the bear and was like “oh! I feel better now!” and then was her normal self, but everyone else was still dragging for most of the ep.
It was really cool though odd.
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Cassie: I want you to tell me!
Lawes: What?
Cassie: How to stop bad things happening.
Lawes: Doesn’t work, does it? That’s why you have to start eating again.
Cassie: … I fell in love.
Lawes: Ah, love. Why cut yourself when you can be in love?
Cassie: You think passing an exam will make me happy?
Lawes: Cassie, passing exams generally only makes life more complicated, but there’s lots of other stuff that makes things bearable, and you don’t even have to use a knife.
Cassie: … Like?
Lawes: Disco.
(Then they dance.)
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I think about this scene pretty much every day of my life. I think it’s my favorite scene ever from a tv show or the one that’s resonated most deeply with me, anyway, because 1. it’s made me feel the most understood and 2. it’s brought me the most comfort. Also, I think it’s kind of the best summing up/illustration of (at least my interpretation of) Zen philosophy that I’ve ever seen in any form of media, and it kind of gets to the heart of the show in that through all of the horrible shit the characters go through, they always ultimately seem to find a way to enjoy life and each other and being in the moment (through being in the moment?)
Lawes: What?
Cassie: How to stop bad things happening.
Lawes: Doesn’t work, does it? That’s why you have to start eating again.
Cassie: … I fell in love.
Lawes: Ah, love. Why cut yourself when you can be in love?
Cassie: You think passing an exam will make me happy?
Lawes: Cassie, passing exams generally only makes life more complicated, but there’s lots of other stuff that makes things bearable, and you don’t even have to use a knife.
Cassie: … Like?
Lawes: Disco.
(Then they dance.)
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I think about this scene pretty much every day of my life. I think it’s my favorite scene ever from a tv show or the one that’s resonated most deeply with me, anyway, because 1. it’s made me feel the most understood and 2. it’s brought me the most comfort. Also, I think it’s kind of the best summing up/illustration of (at least my interpretation of) Zen philosophy that I’ve ever seen in any form of media, and it kind of gets to the heart of the show in that through all of the horrible shit the characters go through, they always ultimately seem to find a way to enjoy life and each other and being in the moment (through being in the moment?)
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http://www.fashionofglee.com/
http://dresslikeglee.tumblr.com/
http://karaokeparty.com
also, i have redone and brittanified my layout :)
http://dresslikeglee.tumblr.com/
http://karaokeparty.com
also, i have redone and brittanified my layout :)
http://www.autostraddle.com/gay-for-pla
posted on facebook before but was just looking at again - Gay Awakening Playlist
so many good songs! and makes me think of brittana.
posted on facebook before but was just looking at again - Gay Awakening Playlist
so many good songs! and makes me think of brittana.
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You were born during a Full moon
- what it says about you -
You've spent your life in the middle of things, whether it's between people who oppose each other, ideas that oppose each other, or places that are very different. You're very aware of perspectives outside the norm and good at anticipating how different people will see a situation. You value second opinions, because they give you a feeling of balance. You don't have a single group of friends and the people you spend time with may not have a lot in common with each other.
What phase was the moon at on your birthday? Find out at Spacefem.com
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she always felt empty. all the things that were supposed to make her happy never made her feel anything. she always sensed there was something more out there, some other life for her, something that could make her feel like a complete person. even as a little girl, she could feel it whispering to her from the shadows. but she just smiled and faked her way through life, pretending any of it meant anything to her. once she fell in love for real and she thought it might change her and it did for awhile, but the emptiness came back. only her research made her feel alive, only the possibility that there was a whole other world hiding behind this one, that there was something extraordinary out there beyond the dullness of the day to day. it felt like hope. maybe she could be part of that world. maybe then she could feel complete. maybe (and ironically) dying for real could kill the terrible deadness inside her and she’d come back with the ability to feel things, really feel them. but that’s not what happened at all.
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